Not what people think it is or was. I was told in my youth if I, “Didn’t marry a Mexican, I would not know what is going on.”
I was actually cursed in my youth for not allowing people to assign me an adult Mexican spouse at FIVE YEARS OLD.
What has happened are some very key things: 1) I’ve not been allowed to choose my own spouse, 2) I’ve not been allowed to have a career, 3) I have not been allowed to have my own family of real or adopted children.
This started before I was old enough to attend grade school. I’ve not been able to change my life. I’ve mostly been a loner, non-gang member and not wealthy. It also appears people eligible to be my spouse have been terrorized and told to be “gay” or “homosexual” around me.
If you don’t know what this is, it is actually human trafficking. Sure, I had a choice very early in life, however I was only given one choice. Because I didn’t take it, I got really messed up for good. Because I didn’t allow a Mexican spouse at the age of FIVE YEARS OLD… I have been beaten up and attacked, even kidnapped for sex trafficking and possibly SOLD to different gangs and gang members. What prevented them from using me is that I was actually so injured even by five years old, I was “undesirable” already. My body was actually too injured and sick to be a sex slave. So I was just ostracized and picked on like a weak geek. It is called HAZING.
What’s interesting is some people slandered about me and labeled me “Mexican” as well as “Japanese”. Which should have meant they needed to give me a white spouse here in the U.S.A. That’s didn’t happen. I ended up just being a single and alone most of my life. I got beat up a lot. People also got prison a lot for harming me. It has not gone well.
It has been rumored that someone drugged me and married me to a “black male” for a while. Also some have said they thought I was married to a North Korean. I don’t know who they were or are. Must have been for strictly business deals. There was no personal relationship.